2010年8月27日星期五

我回来了




过去的种种回忆,已经埋藏在我心里的最深处...
你,也只是我回忆的一部份...
回想起也只能让我露出一丝微笑,那已经足够...
梦里也不曾出现你的踪迹...
那我是否应该放弃?
呼,其实我早已经放下了...只不过还想知道你的消息...
或许是我太过固执了吧~
想起之前颓废的日子,真的觉得自己很没用,放学回家只会躲到房间里哭泣...
不过这一切已经是过去式了,我已经振作起来只因为我拥有一班支持我的朋友和爱我的家人,我才能变得如此的坚强=)
新的生活要来临咯,突然好想改变我的发型和外型,老土的一句,所谓:"换个新发型,换个新心情"!呵呵!也快要放假了,好期待哦...我要改变,改变再改变!!最近也忙着拍照,所以都推掉了很多朋友的约会,好可惜哦,唉~等到放假一定要玩个够~哈哈...
爸爸最近超疼我的,都一直塞$$给我,可能是看见我一直都很EMO吧!真的是突然发财啦! 哈哈~
还有谢谢某某先生给我的建议,我真的已经彻底放弃了,也没有像以前那样一直胡思乱想,充心地感谢!以前的诗婷回来啦,我终于肯醒了!我现在要学会适应新生活和接纳新的事物=D

2010年6月21日星期一



I miss that HOEGAARDEN so much ♥

2010年6月19日星期六

DAY OUT WITH MY CHURCH'S FRIENDS =)

Huang Kai came to fetch me up around 11.00am.After that, the sister fetched us to OU to meet the rest.
I SAID:
Hey, let's watch TOY STORY 3
THEY SAID :
Don't want la , so childish !
ME>>='(
OKIE OKIE
finally we're choose another film to watched
o.0 swtt (okie lo)
(The movie started at 12pm)
After sending 3 of them into the cinema, me, huang kai and shawn decided to shop around. But huang kai decided to rent the orang cacat's car and drove it around the shopping complex ! He dose not dare to rent it ! SO , shawn the hero help him to rent it! o.0 OMG I CANT BELIEVE WEI ! the person really let him to rent it ! and guess what , while he was riding it , every 1 keep on looking at us ! *so fish* lol hahahaha.
Ching Yi/Huang kai
Hey , they don't allow us to enter the cinema !
Ha ? why ? under age ? how they know?
CM show them the IC la !!!! o.0 swttttt .Where are you guys now ?
In front of guess .
Alright , we come down now...
LOL, Choon Ming ah choon ming ,why you go to show them your IC ? say la you din't bring ! lol , at the end let's all of them scold you, pity , pity ... After that, Ching yi accompany me shopping around until they called us to go WONG KOK to have lunch. I did not order anything, because i wanted to go for Java chip :D hahaha. While they were enjoying their lunch, the Twins (Gabriel and Gilbert) arrived.So they decided to have a earlier football match straigh after the lunch. After getting my Java chip, Kevin said he wanna have his lunch at sakae. So i had my lunch there as well :)
around 2pm , they guys had all gone for their match. I'm alone shopping around in the OU(because of yun xin and ying don't want to accompany me , lol jk jk). NVM , still enjoying it :) i brought some stuff today , but i'm kinda regret that i did'nt get the ZARA's T-shirt , missing it now :( so before we leave , of all us sitting in the burger king for chit chat. Pity the CM , keep on let them to *ZHA4* hahahaha ... I left OU at 6.30pm ... my daddy came and fetched me .
Conclusion>>Happy, Awsome, Tired , regret !!!!

STUPID FLU

DAMN THE STUPID FLU !
I'M STILL SUFFERING BADLY !
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno how long i didn't use my nose to breath already !
stupid flu !
GO AWAY !
I DUNNO EAT HOW MANY TYPE OF PIL ALREADY ! Stil stick with me for what ? HAI YO ! ^%#$$%%^%^#W#$$8!!!!!

2010年6月3日星期四

Like it or Hate it ?

I tell you,
I Love You
Is it to let,
You know
Or convince
Myself That it’s all the same
The sugar-coated pain
Is hard,
To deny.
‘cause would you
Even , miss me?
If I wasn’t,
Around?
Used to think,
I knew
The answer
But your eyes,
No longer,
Convincing
And I just,
Can’t shake
The deep down pull
That leaves,
Me
Cold
And I just,
Want you back.

christabelle ♥

2010年5月12日星期三

目标

突然发现原来我有很多目标,我一定要全部都达成!
可能有些人会认为这就是叫“好胜”,可是我本人就不是那么认同....
有时对自己的一些要求,是为了要增值自己,而不是要和任何人比较些什么~

我的目标:
1) 我一定要在我的SPM拿到credit
2) 我要读taylor college
3) 我17岁就一定要驾车了
4) 我要成为一位成功又不怯场的平面model
5) 给我5至7年的时间买我的dream car
6) 我要让我父母过一等的生活

现在接了一个job,就是part-time photo shoot model,真的很希望可以好好的做下去!毫无意外的话,下个星期就开始工做了....
真的很大压力哦,为什么老人家都爱拿自己的孙来做比较?
为什么每次只会问我的成绩如何?我知道唐哥真的很了不起,能读到硕士!
可是我们是不同的人,有着不同的目标!拜托请别再比较了,每次只会问我的成绩,那我的健康呢?对你们来说一点都不重要吗?
放心,就是因为这样,造成我对自己的要求就越来越高,我真的不想你们一直再问了,总之我会尽力而为!烦!!

在家里又发生了一些事,妈再次叫我要学会独立了.....可以不要这样说吗?你这一句话就好像想告诉我,你不会在我身边,要我自已照顾自己....我真的有改变了,真的,请信任我好吗?
我不再是以前那个只会发脾气和爱哭的小Lui孩了,我真的不会再任性了....
等我啊,只需要多几年,你就能完全不会再有任何负担了,因为我们都大了....我们会好好照顾你....

有很多人问我,为什么你的目标里没提到要一个男朋友?有了男朋友就多一个能帮自己负担烦恼的人,我的COMMENT只有“随缘”吧!缘份到了就接受~
两年后或许才会将“男朋友”列进我的目标吧!=)



-END-

2010年5月10日星期一

Goshhhh~The story at STARSBUCK! :x

Sooo….Yesterday night at Starbucks…
…at Kuching
Me: Hi, can I take away 2 choc chip banana muffins.
Starbucks Dude: Certainly...2 choc chip banana muffins…take away?
Me: O_O…yessssss...-,-". N one green tea small (ehh..venti is small ar??I just say small.lol) to go.
Star Dude: One green tea. Small. Do u want to upgrade to grande MISS? *takes small n grande cups n compares size… only one ringgit extra MISS..only one ringgit.(the dude’s an Indian btw…)
Me: Ok sure…
S. D: Great. Want to add choc chips? Coffee?? It goes very well with the green tea MISS…
Me: O_O…NO! (HELL NO!!!) I LIKE MY GREEN TEA!!! N ADD WHIPPED CREAM PLS!
S.D : *kaching!...ok..tht’d b 27 bucks…
Me: *sobs..sniffs…
N tht ends the conversation.
So what do we learn here
1. I guess Kch Starbucks ppl also repeat some stuff as well
2. They're trained to CON buyers
3. R terrible...*breathes..yeah..at combining flavours.....
I mean choc chips..coffee…pollluting heavenly green tea frap??
O_O!!!
WAT THE HELL!!!
4. N I luv whipped cream..XD