Money before Love

Ok here it goes the deal, it used to be love, love, love that people are concerning about. Now it is money, money, money especially when global economy is in a threat of recession. OH NO!!

We have to admit it that one cant think about love if he/she couldn't even pay the rent and survive the life. Sounds so bitter isn't it? But that's the truth. Imagine that you cant afford to pay your bills, rent, buy nice clothes, eat out. Would you ever have a second to think about love? about finding another person to live with you? Hey, you cant be that selfish to take another person, whom you say you love, to live a miserable life with you and to share your headache on those debts. If you're a good hearted lover, you wouldn't want to take your loved one to suffer with you, would you?

Ok, I hope you get my point. One thing that make me loves this amazing man is that --HE IS FINANCIALLY SECURED--

Money is not the most important thing for me, I even never thought about it much. But having him financially secured will give me comfort as we will not need to worry about the expenses of raising kids later, giving presents to our parents and family, helping the unfortunate people, and celebrating our important occasions such as birthday and wedding anniversary :)It is important that I don't pay the bills or provide for the family. It is his responsibility and he will get his honor on that :)My amazing husband has a stable job and earns enough to provide our family. I'm proud of him!

starsbuck♥

Yummy..*Licking all over the wrapper* =)

My breakfast for today was two bar of this milk+hazelnut chocolate.

Damn Nice.

My appetite for chocolate with some hazelnut essence increase tremendously.

The other day, I tried hot chocolate with hazelnut syrup from Starbucks.

I would say the best hot chocolate ever I tried.

Two days back, I was licking the nutella bottle till the last drop.=)I would suggest, when you guys are stressed up, try to treat yourself with this kind of treats...=)

Identity

I have no idea what makes me write and post this but sometime, something just trigger you to write and express yourself in words.
I had mixed emotions today, again!
Why people cry?
I made lots of people cry just because I’m not perfect for them but I just wonder is it my fault? What can I do when people cannot accept the way I am and they want me to be the person they want me to be then what is my identity? What is ML then? A total collection of how other people want him to be? Why everything has to be controlled and dominated? Planet Earth is something way more than that, we need to appreciate the differences and embrace it and be happy that everything is different and way exciting and bliss and it’s more fun to see that way rather than everything is controlled and like you wanted. Can you imagine Obama controlled by you, like what he suppose to do, talk and his action, all controlled by you and he is the president of states but NO he is not. Kind of weird isn’t? Same goes here, its ML but ML not being ML because he cannot be ML else he will make other to drop their tears for him, he needs to be some other’s in order to make everyone else happy. What a life mean for ML then?
Enough of that, I am just frustrated with some people out there who tries to control everything and make me listen to them and follow them, sometimes, I just had no choice but to listen and obey! Weird as it sounds but I got no choice. I am being lenient or too nice or that what everyone would do? Confusing!
I was talking to someone that I am very close with and I don’t want to disclose his name or his identity over here, but it’s a he and yes, he accepts the way I am, and he listens patiently to everything I complaint to him and he just give his point of view and he is just a perfect! I love him for that, I can take him as my brother, as my good friend and whatever we call it but he just a good listener and he loves me for who I am, he doesn’t want any changes from me and he just very happy talking to me. Why can everyone in my life treat me that way? I hate being hypocrite and not myself just because you don’t like it! Let me be myself!
Emotional Breakdown!

Happy when I talk to him, sad when I read her blog post, hungry when I see food (ops hungry is a mood?), excited when listen to fireflies by Owlcity.Boring when think about my study and tuition,
Scared when thoughts about future comes and poking my mind, confused over people who just cannot accept the original way some people are and finally sick when you thinking about all this together!
I am insomniac again!
I am thinking about changing my blog to anonymous writer! LOL

Should I?

THE OUT OF BLUE(photo shoot by Esmond)

THANKS to ESMEND FOR THE PHOTO SHOOT !

GOOD JOD !IT'S GREAT =)

What is life ?

Have you ever wonder what is life all about?
What the purpose we are here and why we are doing somethings with specific person while achieving something that we don't really know the outcome?I don't know to answer those questions either, it's just like you do it because you have to and by doing it you will get something that would make you a better person! Things not easy as we think as much as we want it to be simple, I'm pretty sure that it's not going to be, with people that loves you and hate you around, it's much complex that you would assume! Astonishment! How people would distract you on your actions! Truth to be told, karma is there I think so do good and you will be good! Will talk about love on my next post, I'm sure it's going to astonish many people out there about my point of view about love! Would love to see some specific people reactions though! LoL