2010年3月29日星期一

最近只可以用“累”来形容我的生活。。。
每天不是读书就是补习,真的又累又大压力!!
我一天都没有睡超多6个小时,真的快要崩溃了,为什么一天只有24个小时??
真的是不够喔~
读书和补习都佔了我一半的时间。。
我真的很需要时间relax,和睡觉。。。
一个星期内补足5天,有时星期六还要加课,真的是tahan不住~
每天一放学就要赶着去补习,一补就补2-3个小时,真的是累卦了!!
补着习时,还会不小心睡着呢,往往睡到很甜的时候,都会被老师发现然后把我叫醒>< 眼睛已经很累了,还要硬撑着,那种心情真的是痛苦到极点~!!!! 还有大概两年就要开始选择自己该走的方向了,我虽然对design和shooting是蛮感兴趣的,可是我到最后还是选择了business,因为感觉这课比较有"钱"途,可是有时也会觉得很confused~ 我该怎样??我应该选择自己的兴趣还是前途? 回想上次去S.H.E的演唱会时,我和姐都认识了一位Photographer,他有问我们要不要接一份job,是for shooting而已,还有钱拿呢~不懂要不要答应好,因为觉得他们都好pro,感觉有点小紧张哦~>< 可是真的很想拥有一本属于自己的像册。。。。 还有,最近怎样累都好,都会要求mummy借车给我学学,她都会带我到st.marry附近那里练车,所以我想明年一考到车牌就立刻要驾车去学校,那就不用那么赶了,去哪里都可以靠自己,方便多了,真的非常期待那一天。。=)
16岁的我真的什么都做不到,又不能驾车出去,又不能赚钱。。。唉~~
只能有时问看朋友或家人的议建,吸取多一些经验,慢慢为自己将来打算。。。><
很多人都常说,等你一会驾车和会自己赚钱后,你就会非常怀念以前中学的生活了,因为不需要烦车油费,或什么的,一切都有家人为自己准备,还有在中学时都是和daddy,mummy拿零用钱,可是一旦做工后,就换作自己给他们家用了,是否是真的?呵呵。。。
所以还是暂时enjoy我的school life吧~!!我需要很多很好的回忆哦~^^

2010年3月28日星期日

Day out with the girl♥









昨天和nee去1u shopping和选对方的礼物~
本来大概1pm就要出发了,可是爱睡的我竟然1pm才起身。。
拖到来,差不多2.30pm才出发。。
到了1u就立刻冲进麦当当里吃东西,那天的麦当当真是超多人哦。。好热闹叻!!
然后就和nee在严究包包的branded,我个人是喜欢Paris Hilton的~可是最近新出的款式越来越不吸引了。。。 期待下一季的新款式。。=)
吃完东西后,我就带nee去“恭和堂”喝凉茶,我们都叫了苦味的凉茶,苦惨!!nee觉得还好,可是我喝完后,真的感觉很像呕。。yuck!!可是没办法,还是将它喝完。。。还被她拍下我最狼狈的一面,呵呵!!
然后就开始shopping了。。
shopping时,还看见很多bestarian和KDU的学生哦。。
看见一位beatarian,竟然是我的网友,真巧!!竟然还会在1u遇见他。。
然后,就进了forever 21 ,top shop ,zara ,pull & bear里看看~我看中了zara里的一件dress,可是只有L size,咳,唯有放弃它了。。
昨天的收获,只是买了一条链,一个发枯还有一个包包就走了。。。
大约6.30pm,我们就去kepong jusco,我们再去看多一次Alice in wonderland,Totally i watched 3 time already!!超喜欢的!!因为我从小就喜欢看Disney的戏了,尤其是那部“THE LITTLE MERMAID”。。真的是百看不厌,i love it
看完戏后就去selayang mall吃sushi~那个包着cheese的sushi超好吃的!!OMG~想起都流口水=) 吃完后就回家了,回到家竟然收到一份很suprise的礼物~虽然都已经过了一段时间,没想到你们还记得,你们都是我很疼爱的朋友,谢谢你们哦!!

好啦,这就是我的一天,完毕

2010年3月23日星期二

最近的生活

最近的我?
最近的我变得如何?

最近的我变得非常充实,
最近的我变得不会再想去计较些什么,
最近的我脾气有改善了,
最近的我忍耐力也变好了,
最近的我累了,

那最近的你又怎样呢...??

原来有时的忍耐,真的会让一些事变得好点。。
原来有时不计较,真的会让自己开心点。。
原来有时好脾气,可以让自己的家人和朋友开心。。

我真的觉得我是能做到的。。
也许以前发生太多不愉快的事了,
可是用另一个角度来看,
它并非是件坏事,
反而我应该要感恩,因为这种种的事,
真的会让人变得更成熟一点。。。
那就是我朋友所告诉我的,它就叫做“实战”。。

恩,我会让自己的生活尽量变得完美,完美的一部份是因为我拥有,我最爱的家人,还有我最疼爱的朋友,最后还是要看命运。。。因为有你们,我生活才变得完美。。

希望‘你’也会和我一样。。。

2010年3月18日星期四

Sometime




Sometimes I wish I have never made the wrong decision.
Sometimes I wish I have done better.
Sometimes I wish I have never come to this point.
Sometimes I wish I have never chosen this path.
Sometimes I wish I could hide myself from the outside world.
Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Sometimes I wish I have never existed.
Sometimes I wish I could just drop dead this second.


But , Everytime I make all this wishes,
I know, deep down in my heart, that:
There are people who I couldn't disappoint.
There are people who really cared for me.
There are people who are happy that I'm around.
They are the ones whom I missed.
They are the ones who are worth my tears trickling down my cheeks.
They are the ones whom I treasured forever.

I'M NOT HAPPY


I'm not happy.
I'm unhappy.
I couldn't understand what the professor is talking about.
I couldn't figure out how to solve the problems.
I couldn't make any sense out of the textbooks.
There is just too much things to do,too many books to read,too many subjects to cover,too many errands to run,too many places to go.
I couldn't even spend a peaceful weekend now.
How I miss those holidays, where time would be more than enough.
Even going shopping seems impossible nowadays, with my fully packed schedule.
I having a headache about whatsoever that's appearing in my life.

♥Alice in Wonderland♥

Interesting characters. Lovin' the White Queen. =))
Can you believe the Red Queen and the White Queen are sisters? OMG!!
=Alice in Wonderland=

A review from me? Nah. Watch it for yourself. Teehee


2010年3月17日星期三

Trouble

最近,都常期失眠,也许是要烦太多和顾虑太多了。。
自己都不知道是在烦恼些什么,可是却无形中给压力捆绑着。。
唉,我的学业该怎样呢?已经从sup science换去account了~
为什么还是handle不好?
刚刚我姐突然问我,你以后上collage要选择什么?
我却顿了很久,因为都不知道要怎么回答,看来你应该会对我很失望吧。。
我知道你平时的唠叨都是为了我好,因为你不想看见daddy那么辛苦,身为一个老板,还要为自己的生意东奔西跑,家中又没有男生,全部都不愿接手daddy生意。。。唉~
我该怎样呢??
还有,“你”,前天收到你的来电,我竟然没勇气接,要接时,你却挂了,可能这就叫做没缘份吧,我也不渴望太多。。最重要的还是学业!!我要读好我的add-math!!我要克服它~!
I seem to find my thoughts in jagged motions. They are always there, however, sometimes they are out of my reach. At times, they are very much in my reach. I feel as though I am pretty in tune with who I am, but like every rose has a thorn, every thought has a point. Lately, in the midst of life, I have been having trouble translating these thoughts, or I end up blown away at the meanings I do understand.

2010年3月16日星期二

THINGS TO DO IN 2010,生活表=)))


this is a pretty extensive list, sent to me by my mother. i'm not sure how one person can aspire to do all these things every day, but maybe it's nice just to have something to try to do each day, instead of trying to do all of it, every day.
Health♥
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince, and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Make time to pray.
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.
Personality♥
1. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society♥
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Frusterated with blogger

Ok I'm a little annoyed. I have feedjit live feed on my blog so I can see who looks at my blog. Well for the last few day there have been so many people from places around the world that I can't even see my friends looking. Everytime I look at my blog the feedjit is filled with new places. I've gone to my settings and have unlisted from searches, "next blog" button and everything else I can think of. I realize that it is a public blog but how in the heck are people finding me if I'm not listed anywhere? I really didn't want to go private because to be honest I hate having to log in when I want to read a friends blog (no offence) But I do NOT like it when I get people trying to comment on my blog just this morning I had to reject someone commenting, and followers from who knows where. It gets people who have actually searched for a craft or something and came upon it. Does anybody have suggestions? I would email blogger but I just assume all they would say is "well it's a public blog" Anyway I may have to go private but I may just delete he whole blog and be done. I love my blog but I also love sharing my blog with my friends, going private would just be a huge inconvieniance.

me vf kent chan's b'day



















生日那天收到很多祝福~daddy包了RM200红包给我~还叫我不要告诉我姐,哈哈!!
然后就去starsbuck庆祝。。。
隔一天就要上genting了,我和kent chan的birthday trip最终还是选择了genting~很遗憾不能在PD庆祝。。。
当中有很多阻碍,可是到最后还是在这次的genting trip画上了美丽的句点。。
Thanks all my dear friends~
第一次booking的hotel真的是非常不理想。。。
1)不能steamboat
2) 要调低声量
3)没有客厅
4)没有厨房*那饿了怎么办???
5)有股奇怪的味道
6)bathroom小惨了。。。
真是有很多要投诉的!!
因为这样,就提议要换hotel。。。
最后我们换去一间apartment~那里好多了!!
1) 有游泳池
2)有厨房
3)有客厅
4)bathroom也有浴缸
然后大家也开始准备食物~steamboat time~!!
大家都在忙,可是却只有我,scott,chin hon,和jerome在忙着打麻将~其实我是个麻将白痴,所以都没赢过,纯脆是要凑热闹而已,哈哈~
然后hao D就变了我们的DJ,帮我们调换音乐~DJ D!!xD
晚上10点,我们就上genting了~倒霉的是,竟然下雨了!!真的是冷惨了!!!=((((
我们去genting的starsbuck cafe ,mcd ,padini shop还有nike shop~
我看中了nike shop里的一双鞋,可是都没买到~
逗留了一下,我们就回apartment了,回到去就冲凉,然后换上我最爱的粉红snoopy睡裙!!坐在沙发上玩psp ,玩到很疯狂,最后还被kent他们改名叫 *PSP PRINCESS~~=.=
半夜,我们就玩游戏-(国王的游戏)真的是丑恶的回忆~!!
游戏完毕后,就切蛋糕噜~~=D
隔天后,大家都很早就起身了,只有我和佩佩还在睡~!!没办法,因为真的是太累了~
哎,倒霉的事不停发生在我身上,冲凉时,不小心将电话给弄湿了~一直都开不到,神奇的是,当我一祈祷后,我的电话竟然没事了~感谢主!!
这样就已经结束了我们的genting trip~真的有点舍不的,希望下次可以去PD~最后还有祝我们家的kent kent生日快乐噢~!!happy birthday~=)))

2010年3月15日星期一

my blog need a dislike button

I don't like it when I go to starsbuck and the employees have never read anything outside of the teen bestsellers section.
I don't like it when people who read comic books make phone calls in the middle of the reading area to scream at their employees.
I don't like it when strangers approach me to tell me about their children.
I don't like it when my four dollar coffee is cold. If I wanted cold coffee I would have had the leftovers from this morning's pot.
I don't like it when I feel like I have let people down.
I don't like it when I am stressed.
I don't like it when I have nothing to stress about.
I don't like it when all of my favorite TV shows are on break. You're movie stars- how tough can your life be that you cant give me my 30 minutes of relief?
I don't like being estranged.
I do like the word bereft.

改 变

不懂会不会太迟。。。
可是我总是觉得有心就不怕迟,我需要update自己。。。
看回以前,什麽事只会依赖家人的我,跟本不懂什么是独立。。
因为每件事情都不需要自己烦恼和操心,都有家人帮我准备妥当。。
现在父母都出国了,我才发觉原来我不能没有你们,我想念你们~
妈妈出国前,和我说了很多话。。
她说:“婷婷啊,记得不要那么晚才睡觉,记得不要忘记吃东西,记得喝多点水,记得照顾好身体”。。。
还有,遇到困难时记得要祈祷,耶稣会知道,他会帮助你。
那时的我,已经在哽咽了,真的是非常难过,可是却不能给妈咪知道自己原来是那么脆弱的,只好背着她俏俏地把眼泪擦掉。。
经过这次,我会努力改掉我的坏脾气,我要学会独立,我要在你们面前做到最好!!我要改变,还有我爱你们~
A MOTHER LOVE

"A Mothers' love is like a circle, it has no beginning and no ending. It keeps going around and around ever expanding, touching everyone who comes in contact with it. Engulfing them like the morning's mist, warming them like the noontime sun, and covering them like a blanket of evening stars. A mother's love is like a circle, it has no beginning and no ending....

* I LOVE U MUM *

OH U NEED GO TO VISIT
Alice
in Wonderland
No spoilers.
Promise.
The movie was indeed quite wonderful though.
I was a bit worried that it would be creepy.
It was just fine. Even the 2 y.o. loved it.
She (miss fidgetty) sat through the whole movie, entranced.
So go.
You’ll be glad you did.