Sore throat & flever ='(

3am right now . I am so damn tired now but still cannot fall asleep ! Sore throat plus fever , so suffered MAN ! and I am insomnia AGAIN ! I'm gonna die soon . ='( Whole day never eat and mummy kept force me to eat medicine , very bitter you know ? Aiks . I am tried to sleep but my neightbour's baby keep scream and cry ! OMG!I'm couldn't sleep well because of this . Well , I was still thinking about the UNDANG ! mummy forgot to remind me go to listen UNDANG ! haha , forget it please , GOD BLESS ! ☺
My room's temperature is so damn LOW ! I wear nightdress and a pair of socks with the hellokitty cartoon ! My sister keep make fun with my hellokitty cartoon and non-stop laughing , too bad -.-
Everdays kept slept for 3-4 hours OH GOSH , it's was crazy ! I wanna protect my skin and masking for one weeks 3time , IF NOT I'm really can't imagine what will happened on my skin !


Actually I have a nice day today , and finally I was received your message even just the very normal's message BUT it's was happy enough for me , THANKS YOU !

Utada - Come Back To Me

I AM KINDA LOVE THIS SONG RECENTLY!

quite meaningful

utada-COME BACK TO ME

The rain falls on my windows

And a coldness runs through my soul

And the rain falls,oh the rain falls

I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all

Our bad memories

Cause the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks

Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me

I'll be all that you need Baby, come back to me

Let me make up for what happened

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) I'll be everything you need

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) Boy, you're one in a million

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) I'll be everything you need

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) You're one in a million (One in a million)

On the east side of Manhatten,

She goes shopping for new clothes

And she buys this, and she buys that

Just leave it alone.

I wish that he would listen to her

Side of the story

It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad

And she's wiser for it now.

I admit I cheated ('mit I cheated)

Don't know why I did it (why I did it)

But I do regret it (do regret it)

Nothing I could do or say can change

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) I'll be everything you need

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) Boy, you're one in a million

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) I'll be everything you need

(Come back) Baby come back to me

(Come back) You're one in a million (One in a million)

Everything I ever did

Heaven knows I'm sorry, but I was too dumb to see

You were always there for me

And my curiosity

Got the better of me

Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z

Tell me what you want it babe

I open my heart to thee

You are my priority

Can't you see you've punished me

More than enough already?

Baby take it easy on me

La-La, La Laaa La La, La-La La Laaa La La, La-La La Laaa

Genting day 301110 ♥

Artisha ,vinnie and me in da STARBUCK!via webcam*

MCD ♥

yummy!this is my favorite MCD CHICKEN burger!

♥

cute nini & me with a annoyed's face :X

Merry Christmas ♥

since the christmas is coming soon,

The Surrounded by genting all are the little christmas tree :)

have a fine exterior, LOOK NICE!

The recycle's christmas tree!=D

Getting worse in my life! :C

Have a long time i'm didn't update my blog peels :*)
I'm typing my blog without any light and alone at my room ,when i being alone i will tear dripping without reason.*DON'T KNOW WHY,LOL...

RECENTLY,
I had the saddest moment that was ever happened in my life and many bad luck are go though to me!ishhh :'(

Especially i'm never sleep well on this few days!INSOMNIA.
OMG!and i have the dark circle O.O

Umm,you're the most important person in my life,but i LOST you...it was very painful to me,I shall never forget the day_1106.

BUT IT WAS TOO LATE?


Haiz,anyways,i will try to cheer myself,PEACE C:

AWW,my holidays was started,but i'm never enjoyed with it,i want shopping,sing k,ice skating ,movie and whatever funny shit I JUST WANT TO RELAX!and other one that was very bad luck to me is i went to the maxis center many time but still out of stock,i wish to throw my phone right now!!it suck T.T


when the good luck will go though to me?hope everthings will goes fine soon!GOD BLESS,phewww~~

田馥甄-寂寞寂寞就好MV完整版

寂寞寂寞就好.

還是原來那個我　
不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾　
遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼　
愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯　
早一點解脫
我寂寞寂寞就好　
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去　
痛到　
受不了　
想到　
快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好　
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會　
笨到　
忘不了　
賴著　
不放掉
人本來就寂寞的　
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉
還是原來那個你　
是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用　
每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼　
什麼都沒有
早點看破　
才看的見以後

=')

I love my HIM

HIM ♥

wrote by me

(for you kc loi)

Both of us,

Sometime we will argue,

Sometime we will fighting,

Sometime we will crazy as a chil,

Sometime we will keep silent and act cool besides with each others,

and

Sometime we will very sweetest!

I love the moment that's you're hug me with tight,and hold my hands....

you would like to look at me with your seriously face and touch my head with your warmest hands...

I was cherish the every moment that you're did to me,it will save in my mind as my memory forever and ever.

Love is like war,Easy to begin but hard to end.

BUT

this is won't happend on us.

BECAUSE

I give myself completely,my heart belongs to you.

I’m counting every moment until we say “I do.”

You are the perfect person to compliment my life;there’ll be no brighter day than when I become your wife.

I love you.

I will show you and tell you every day.

AT LAST,

*Please don't doubt about me again,believe me,treasure me,and feel confidence on me=)

Ms.LST n Mr.LKC ♥♥

make a promise here =D

我回来了

过去的种种回忆，已经埋藏在我心里的最深处...
你，也只是我回忆的一部份...
回想起也只能让我露出一丝微笑，那已经足够...
梦里也不曾出现你的踪迹...
那我是否应该放弃？
呼，其实我早已经放下了...只不过还想知道你的消息...
或许是我太过固执了吧～
想起之前颓废的日子，真的觉得自己很没用，放学回家只会躲到房间里哭泣...
不过这一切已经是过去式了，我已经振作起来只因为我拥有一班支持我的朋友和爱我的家人，我才能变得如此的坚强=)
新的生活要来临咯，突然好想改变我的发型和外型，老土的一句，所谓："换个新发型，换个新心情"!呵呵!也快要放假了，好期待哦...我要改变，改变再改变!!最近也忙着拍照，所以都推掉了很多朋友的约会，好可惜哦，唉～等到放假一定要玩个够～哈哈...
爸爸最近超疼我的，都一直塞$$给我，可能是看见我一直都很EMO吧!真的是突然发财啦! 哈哈～
还有谢谢某某先生给我的建议，我真的已经彻底放弃了，也没有像以前那样一直胡思乱想，充心地感谢!以前的诗婷回来啦，我终于肯醒了!我现在要学会适应新生活和接纳新的事物=D

I miss that HOEGAARDEN so much ♥

DAY OUT WITH MY CHURCH'S FRIENDS =)

Huang Kai came to fetch me up around 11.00am.After that, the sister fetched us to OU to meet the rest.

I SAID:
Hey, let's watch TOY STORY 3

THEY SAID :
Don't want la , so childish !
ME>>='(
OKIE OKIE

finally we're choose another film to watched
o.0 swtt (okie lo)
(The movie started at 12pm)

After sending 3 of them into the cinema, me, huang kai and shawn decided to shop around. But huang kai decided to rent the orang cacat's car and drove it around the shopping complex ! He dose not dare to rent it ! SO , shawn the hero help him to rent it! o.0 OMG I CANT BELIEVE WEI ! the person really let him to rent it ! and guess what , while he was riding it , every 1 keep on looking at us ! *so fish* lol hahahaha.

Ching Yi/Huang kai
Hey , they don't allow us to enter the cinema !
Ha ? why ? under age ? how they know?
CM show them the IC la !!!! o.0 swttttt .Where are you guys now ?
In front of guess .
Alright , we come down now...

LOL, Choon Ming ah choon ming ,why you go to show them your IC ? say la you din't bring ! lol , at the end let's all of them scold you, pity , pity ... After that, Ching yi accompany me shopping around until they called us to go WONG KOK to have lunch. I did not order anything, because i wanted to go for Java chip :D hahaha. While they were enjoying their lunch, the Twins (Gabriel and Gilbert) arrived.So they decided to have a earlier football match straigh after the lunch. After getting my Java chip, Kevin said he wanna have his lunch at sakae. So i had my lunch there as well :)

around 2pm , they guys had all gone for their match. I'm alone shopping around in the OU(because of yun xin and ying don't want to accompany me , lol jk jk). NVM , still enjoying it :) i brought some stuff today , but i'm kinda regret that i did'nt get the ZARA's T-shirt , missing it now :( so before we leave , of all us sitting in the burger king for chit chat. Pity the CM , keep on let them to *ZHA4* hahahaha ... I left OU at 6.30pm ... my daddy came and fetched me .

Conclusion>>Happy, Awsome, Tired , regret !!!!

STUPID FLU

DAMN THE STUPID FLU !
I'M STILL SUFFERING BADLY !
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno how long i didn't use my nose to breath already !
stupid flu !
GO AWAY !
I DUNNO EAT HOW MANY TYPE OF PIL ALREADY ! Stil stick with me for what ? HAI YO ! ^%#$$%%^%^#W#$$8!!!!!

Like it or Hate it ?

I tell you,
I Love You
Is it to let,
You know
Or convince
Myself That it’s all the same
The sugar-coated pain
Is hard,
To deny.
‘cause would you
Even , miss me?
If I wasn’t,
Around?
Used to think,
I knew
The answer
But your eyes,
No longer,
Convincing
And I just,
Can’t shake
The deep down pull
That leaves,
Me
Cold
And I just,
Want you back.

christabelle ♥

目标

突然发现原来我有很多目标，我一定要全部都达成!
可能有些人会认为这就是叫“好胜”,可是我本人就不是那么认同....
有时对自己的一些要求，是为了要增值自己，而不是要和任何人比较些什么～

我的目标：
1) 我一定要在我的SPM拿到credit
2) 我要读taylor college
3) 我17岁就一定要驾车了
4) 我要成为一位成功又不怯场的平面model
5) 给我5至7年的时间买我的dream car
6) 我要让我父母过一等的生活

现在接了一个job,就是part-time photo shoot model,真的很希望可以好好的做下去!毫无意外的话，下个星期就开始工做了....
真的很大压力哦，为什么老人家都爱拿自己的孙来做比较？
为什么每次只会问我的成绩如何？我知道唐哥真的很了不起，能读到硕士!
可是我们是不同的人，有着不同的目标!拜托请别再比较了,每次只会问我的成绩，那我的健康呢？对你们来说一点都不重要吗？
放心，就是因为这样，造成我对自己的要求就越来越高,我真的不想你们一直再问了，总之我会尽力而为!烦!!

在家里又发生了一些事，妈再次叫我要学会独立了.....可以不要这样说吗？你这一句话就好像想告诉我，你不会在我身边，要我自已照顾自己....我真的有改变了，真的，请信任我好吗？
我不再是以前那个只会发脾气和爱哭的小Lui孩了，我真的不会再任性了....
等我啊，只需要多几年，你就能完全不会再有任何负担了，因为我们都大了....我们会好好照顾你....

有很多人问我，为什么你的目标里没提到要一个男朋友？有了男朋友就多一个能帮自己负担烦恼的人，我的COMMENT只有“随缘”吧!缘份到了就接受～
两年后或许才会将“男朋友”列进我的目标吧!=）



-END-

Goshhhh~The story at STARSBUCK! :x

Sooo….Yesterday night at Starbucks…
…at Kuching
Me: Hi, can I take away 2 choc chip banana muffins.
Starbucks Dude: Certainly...2 choc chip banana muffins…take away?
Me: O_O…yessssss...-,-". N one green tea small (ehh..venti is small ar??I just say small.lol) to go.
Star Dude: One green tea. Small. Do u want to upgrade to grande MISS? *takes small n grande cups n compares size… only one ringgit extra MISS..only one ringgit.(the dude’s an Indian btw…)
Me: Ok sure…
S. D: Great. Want to add choc chips? Coffee?? It goes very well with the green tea MISS…
Me: O_O…NO! (HELL NO!!!) I LIKE MY GREEN TEA!!! N ADD WHIPPED CREAM PLS!
S.D : *kaching!...ok..tht’d b 27 bucks…
Me: *sobs..sniffs…
N tht ends the conversation.
So what do we learn here
1. I guess Kch Starbucks ppl also repeat some stuff as well
2. They're trained to CON buyers
3. R terrible...*breathes..yeah..at combining flavours.....
I mean choc chips..coffee…pollluting heavenly green tea frap??
O_O!!!
WAT THE HELL!!!
4. N I luv whipped cream..XD

This is the END

This is the end
Beautiful friend,
This is the end
My only friend,
the endOf our elaborate plans,
the endOf everything that stands,
the endNo safety or surprise,
the endI'll never look into your eyes...againCan you picture what will beSo limitless and freeDesperately in need...of some...
stranger's handIn a...desperate land ?

JS - Hero (cover)

JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (cover)

(It's Janice on the right, Sonia on the left)

They are korean and live in Sidney,Australia.check out their at Jayesslee!

Goshhhhhhh!U girls are *AWESOME ,love u guy!!love both of your voices~It very very nice singing !KEEP GOING garls!One thing i have to mention,i think theres too much reverb for your vocals. Maybe you should balance it with the guitar.But great singing, I love your voices harmonizing so angelic-ly ♥

GREAT JOD!WELL DONE ThoughtVine! =D ***SUPPORT

Money before Love

Ok here it goes the deal, it used to be love, love, love that people are concerning about. Now it is money, money, money especially when global economy is in a threat of recession. OH NO!!

We have to admit it that one cant think about love if he/she couldn't even pay the rent and survive the life. Sounds so bitter isn't it? But that's the truth. Imagine that you cant afford to pay your bills, rent, buy nice clothes, eat out. Would you ever have a second to think about love? about finding another person to live with you? Hey, you cant be that selfish to take another person, whom you say you love, to live a miserable life with you and to share your headache on those debts. If you're a good hearted lover, you wouldn't want to take your loved one to suffer with you, would you?

Ok, I hope you get my point. One thing that make me loves this amazing man is that --HE IS FINANCIALLY SECURED--

Money is not the most important thing for me, I even never thought about it much. But having him financially secured will give me comfort as we will not need to worry about the expenses of raising kids later, giving presents to our parents and family, helping the unfortunate people, and celebrating our important occasions such as birthday and wedding anniversary :)It is important that I don't pay the bills or provide for the family. It is his responsibility and he will get his honor on that :)My amazing husband has a stable job and earns enough to provide our family. I'm proud of him!

starsbuck♥

Yummy..*Licking all over the wrapper* =)

My breakfast for today was two bar of this milk+hazelnut chocolate.

Damn Nice.

My appetite for chocolate with some hazelnut essence increase tremendously.

The other day, I tried hot chocolate with hazelnut syrup from Starbucks.

I would say the best hot chocolate ever I tried.

Two days back, I was licking the nutella bottle till the last drop.=)I would suggest, when you guys are stressed up, try to treat yourself with this kind of treats...=)

Identity

I have no idea what makes me write and post this but sometime, something just trigger you to write and express yourself in words.
I had mixed emotions today, again!
Why people cry?
I made lots of people cry just because I’m not perfect for them but I just wonder is it my fault? What can I do when people cannot accept the way I am and they want me to be the person they want me to be then what is my identity? What is ML then? A total collection of how other people want him to be? Why everything has to be controlled and dominated? Planet Earth is something way more than that, we need to appreciate the differences and embrace it and be happy that everything is different and way exciting and bliss and it’s more fun to see that way rather than everything is controlled and like you wanted. Can you imagine Obama controlled by you, like what he suppose to do, talk and his action, all controlled by you and he is the president of states but NO he is not. Kind of weird isn’t? Same goes here, its ML but ML not being ML because he cannot be ML else he will make other to drop their tears for him, he needs to be some other’s in order to make everyone else happy. What a life mean for ML then?
Enough of that, I am just frustrated with some people out there who tries to control everything and make me listen to them and follow them, sometimes, I just had no choice but to listen and obey! Weird as it sounds but I got no choice. I am being lenient or too nice or that what everyone would do? Confusing!
I was talking to someone that I am very close with and I don’t want to disclose his name or his identity over here, but it’s a he and yes, he accepts the way I am, and he listens patiently to everything I complaint to him and he just give his point of view and he is just a perfect! I love him for that, I can take him as my brother, as my good friend and whatever we call it but he just a good listener and he loves me for who I am, he doesn’t want any changes from me and he just very happy talking to me. Why can everyone in my life treat me that way? I hate being hypocrite and not myself just because you don’t like it! Let me be myself!
Emotional Breakdown!

Happy when I talk to him, sad when I read her blog post, hungry when I see food (ops hungry is a mood?), excited when listen to fireflies by Owlcity.Boring when think about my study and tuition,
Scared when thoughts about future comes and poking my mind, confused over people who just cannot accept the original way some people are and finally sick when you thinking about all this together!
I am insomniac again!
I am thinking about changing my blog to anonymous writer! LOL

Should I?

THE OUT OF BLUE(photo shoot by Esmond)

THANKS to ESMEND FOR THE PHOTO SHOOT !

GOOD JOD !IT'S GREAT =)

What is life ?

Have you ever wonder what is life all about?
What the purpose we are here and why we are doing somethings with specific person while achieving something that we don't really know the outcome?I don't know to answer those questions either, it's just like you do it because you have to and by doing it you will get something that would make you a better person! Things not easy as we think as much as we want it to be simple, I'm pretty sure that it's not going to be, with people that loves you and hate you around, it's much complex that you would assume! Astonishment! How people would distract you on your actions! Truth to be told, karma is there I think so do good and you will be good! Will talk about love on my next post, I'm sure it's going to astonish many people out there about my point of view about love! Would love to see some specific people reactions though! LoL

累

最近只可以用“累”来形容我的生活。。。
每天不是读书就是补习，真的又累又大压力!!
我一天都没有睡超多6个小时，真的快要崩溃了，为什么一天只有24个小时？？
真的是不够喔～
读书和补习都佔了我一半的时间。。
我真的很需要时间relax，和睡觉。。。
一个星期内补足5天，有时星期六还要加课，真的是tahan不住～
每天一放学就要赶着去补习，一补就补2-3个小时，真的是累卦了!!
补着习时，还会不小心睡着呢，往往睡到很甜的时候，都会被老师发现然后把我叫醒>< 眼睛已经很累了，还要硬撑着，那种心情真的是痛苦到极点~!!!! 还有大概两年就要开始选择自己该走的方向了，我虽然对design和shooting是蛮感兴趣的，可是我到最后还是选择了business，因为感觉这课比较有"钱"途，可是有时也会觉得很confused～ 我该怎样？？我应该选择自己的兴趣还是前途？ 回想上次去S.H.E的演唱会时，我和姐都认识了一位Photographer，他有问我们要不要接一份job，是for shooting而已，还有钱拿呢～不懂要不要答应好,因为觉得他们都好pro，感觉有点小紧张哦～>< 可是真的很想拥有一本属于自己的像册。。。。 还有，最近怎样累都好，都会要求mummy借车给我学学，她都会带我到st.marry附近那里练车，所以我想明年一考到车牌就立刻要驾车去学校，那就不用那么赶了，去哪里都可以靠自己，方便多了，真的非常期待那一天。。=）
16岁的我真的什么都做不到，又不能驾车出去，又不能赚钱。。。唉～～
只能有时问看朋友或家人的议建，吸取多一些经验，慢慢为自己将来打算。。。><
很多人都常说，等你一会驾车和会自己赚钱后，你就会非常怀念以前中学的生活了，因为不需要烦车油费，或什么的，一切都有家人为自己准备，还有在中学时都是和daddy，mummy拿零用钱，可是一旦做工后，就换作自己给他们家用了，是否是真的？呵呵。。。
所以还是暂时enjoy我的school life吧~!!我需要很多很好的回忆哦～^^

Day out with the girl♥

昨天和nee去1u shopping和选对方的礼物～
本来大概1pm就要出发了，可是爱睡的我竟然1pm才起身。。
拖到来，差不多2.30pm才出发。。
到了1u就立刻冲进麦当当里吃东西，那天的麦当当真是超多人哦。。好热闹叻!!
然后就和nee在严究包包的branded，我个人是喜欢Paris Hilton的～可是最近新出的款式越来越不吸引了。。。 期待下一季的新款式。。=）
吃完东西后，我就带nee去“恭和堂”喝凉茶，我们都叫了苦味的凉茶，苦惨!!nee觉得还好，可是我喝完后，真的感觉很像呕。。yuck!!可是没办法，还是将它喝完。。。还被她拍下我最狼狈的一面，呵呵!!
然后就开始shopping了。。
shopping时，还看见很多bestarian和KDU的学生哦。。
看见一位beatarian，竟然是我的网友，真巧!!竟然还会在1u遇见他。。
然后，就进了forever 21 ,top shop ,zara ,pull & bear里看看～我看中了zara里的一件dress，可是只有L size，咳，唯有放弃它了。。
昨天的收获，只是买了一条链，一个发枯还有一个包包就走了。。。
大约6.30pm，我们就去kepong jusco，我们再去看多一次Alice in wonderland，Totally i watched 3 time already!!超喜欢的!!因为我从小就喜欢看Disney的戏了，尤其是那部“THE LITTLE MERMAID”。。真的是百看不厌，i love it♥
看完戏后就去selayang mall吃sushi～那个包着cheese的sushi超好吃的!!OMG～想起都流口水=） 吃完后就回家了，回到家竟然收到一份很suprise的礼物～虽然都已经过了一段时间，没想到你们还记得，你们都是我很疼爱的朋友，谢谢你们哦!!

好啦，这就是我的一天，完毕♥

最近的生活

最近的我？
最近的我变得如何？

最近的我变得非常充实，
最近的我变得不会再想去计较些什么，
最近的我脾气有改善了，
最近的我忍耐力也变好了，
最近的我累了，

那最近的你又怎样呢...??

原来有时的忍耐，真的会让一些事变得好点。。
原来有时不计较，真的会让自己开心点。。
原来有时好脾气，可以让自己的家人和朋友开心。。

我真的觉得我是能做到的。。
也许以前发生太多不愉快的事了，
可是用另一个角度来看，
它并非是件坏事，
反而我应该要感恩，因为这种种的事，
真的会让人变得更成熟一点。。。
那就是我朋友所告诉我的，它就叫做“实战”。。

恩，我会让自己的生活尽量变得完美，完美的一部份是因为我拥有，我最爱的家人，还有我最疼爱的朋友，最后还是要看命运。。。因为有你们，我生活才变得完美。。

希望‘你’也会和我一样。。。

Sometime

Sometimes I wish I have never made the wrong decision.

Sometimes I wish I have done better.

Sometimes I wish I have never come to this point.

Sometimes I wish I have never chosen this path.

Sometimes I wish I could hide myself from the outside world.

Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Sometimes I wish I have never existed.

Sometimes I wish I could just drop dead this second.

But , Everytime I make all this wishes,

I know, deep down in my heart, that:

There are people who I couldn't disappoint.

There are people who really cared for me.

There are people who are happy that I'm around.

They are the ones whom I missed.

They are the ones who are worth my tears trickling down my cheeks.

They are the ones whom I treasured forever.

I'M NOT HAPPY

I'm not happy.
I'm unhappy.
I couldn't understand what the professor is talking about.
I couldn't figure out how to solve the problems.
I couldn't make any sense out of the textbooks.
There is just too much things to do,too many books to read,too many subjects to cover,too many errands to run,too many places to go.
I couldn't even spend a peaceful weekend now.
How I miss those holidays, where time would be more than enough.
Even going shopping seems impossible nowadays, with my fully packed schedule.
I having a headache about whatsoever that's appearing in my life.

♥Alice in Wonderland♥

Interesting characters. Lovin' the White Queen. =))

Can you believe the Red Queen and the White Queen are sisters? OMG!!

=Alice in Wonderland=

A review from me? Nah. Watch it for yourself. Teehee

Trouble

最近，都常期失眠，也许是要烦太多和顾虑太多了。。
自己都不知道是在烦恼些什么，可是却无形中给压力捆绑着。。
唉，我的学业该怎样呢？已经从sup science换去account了～
为什么还是handle不好？
刚刚我姐突然问我，你以后上collage要选择什么？
我却顿了很久，因为都不知道要怎么回答，看来你应该会对我很失望吧。。
我知道你平时的唠叨都是为了我好，因为你不想看见daddy那么辛苦，身为一个老板，还要为自己的生意东奔西跑，家中又没有男生，全部都不愿接手daddy生意。。。唉～
我该怎样呢？？
还有，“你”，前天收到你的来电，我竟然没勇气接，要接时，你却挂了，可能这就叫做没缘份吧，我也不渴望太多。。最重要的还是学业！！我要读好我的add-math!!我要克服它～!
I seem to find my thoughts in jagged motions. They are always there, however, sometimes they are out of my reach. At times, they are very much in my reach. I feel as though I am pretty in tune with who I am, but like every rose has a thorn, every thought has a point. Lately, in the midst of life, I have been having trouble translating these thoughts, or I end up blown away at the meanings I do understand.

THINGS TO DO IN 2010,生活表=)))

this is a pretty extensive list, sent to me by my mother. i'm not sure how one person can aspire to do all these things every day, but maybe it's nice just to have something to try to do each day, instead of trying to do all of it, every day.
Health♥
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince, and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Make time to pray.
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.
Personality♥
1. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society♥
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Frusterated with blogger

Ok I'm a little annoyed. I have feedjit live feed on my blog so I can see who looks at my blog. Well for the last few day there have been so many people from places around the world that I can't even see my friends looking. Everytime I look at my blog the feedjit is filled with new places. I've gone to my settings and have unlisted from searches, "next blog" button and everything else I can think of. I realize that it is a public blog but how in the heck are people finding me if I'm not listed anywhere? I really didn't want to go private because to be honest I hate having to log in when I want to read a friends blog (no offence) But I do NOT like it when I get people trying to comment on my blog just this morning I had to reject someone commenting, and followers from who knows where. It gets people who have actually searched for a craft or something and came upon it. Does anybody have suggestions? I would email blogger but I just assume all they would say is "well it's a public blog" Anyway I may have to go private but I may just delete he whole blog and be done. I love my blog but I also love sharing my blog with my friends, going private would just be a huge inconvieniance.

me vf kent chan's b'day

生日那天收到很多祝福~daddy包了RM200红包给我～还叫我不要告诉我姐，哈哈！！
然后就去starsbuck庆祝。。。
隔一天就要上genting了，我和kent chan的birthday trip最终还是选择了genting~很遗憾不能在PD庆祝。。。
当中有很多阻碍，可是到最后还是在这次的genting trip画上了美丽的句点。。
Thanks all my dear friends~
第一次booking的hotel真的是非常不理想。。。
1）不能steamboat
2) 要调低声量
3）没有客厅
4）没有厨房*那饿了怎么办？？？
5）有股奇怪的味道
6）bathroom小惨了。。。
真是有很多要投诉的！！
因为这样，就提议要换hotel。。。
最后我们换去一间apartment～那里好多了！！
1) 有游泳池
2）有厨房
3）有客厅
4）bathroom也有浴缸
然后大家也开始准备食物～steamboat time~!!
大家都在忙，可是却只有我，scott,chin hon,和jerome在忙着打麻将～其实我是个麻将白痴，所以都没赢过，纯脆是要凑热闹而已，哈哈～
然后hao D就变了我们的DJ，帮我们调换音乐～DJ D!!xD
晚上10点，我们就上genting了~倒霉的是，竟然下雨了！！真的是冷惨了!!!=((((
我们去genting的starsbuck cafe ,mcd ,padini shop还有nike shop~
我看中了nike shop里的一双鞋，可是都没买到～
逗留了一下，我们就回apartment了，回到去就冲凉，然后换上我最爱的粉红snoopy睡裙！！坐在沙发上玩psp ,玩到很疯狂，最后还被kent他们改名叫 *PSP PRINCESS~~=.=
半夜，我们就玩游戏-（国王的游戏）真的是丑恶的回忆～！！
游戏完毕后，就切蛋糕噜～～=D
隔天后，大家都很早就起身了，只有我和佩佩还在睡～！！没办法，因为真的是太累了～
哎，倒霉的事不停发生在我身上，冲凉时，不小心将电话给弄湿了～一直都开不到，神奇的是，当我一祈祷后，我的电话竟然没事了～感谢主！！
这样就已经结束了我们的genting trip~真的有点舍不的，希望下次可以去PD～最后还有祝我们家的kent kent生日快乐噢～！！happy birthday~=)))

my blog need a dislike button

I don't like it when I go to starsbuck and the employees have never read anything outside of the teen bestsellers section.
I don't like it when people who read comic books make phone calls in the middle of the reading area to scream at their employees.
I don't like it when strangers approach me to tell me about their children.
I don't like it when my four dollar coffee is cold. If I wanted cold coffee I would have had the leftovers from this morning's pot.
I don't like it when I feel like I have let people down.
I don't like it when I am stressed.
I don't like it when I have nothing to stress about.
I don't like it when all of my favorite TV shows are on break. You're movie stars- how tough can your life be that you cant give me my 30 minutes of relief?
I don't like being estranged.
I do like the word bereft.

改 变

不懂会不会太迟。。。
可是我总是觉得有心就不怕迟，我需要update自己。。。
看回以前，什麽事只会依赖家人的我，跟本不懂什么是独立。。
因为每件事情都不需要自己烦恼和操心，都有家人帮我准备妥当。。
现在父母都出国了，我才发觉原来我不能没有你们，我想念你们～
妈妈出国前，和我说了很多话。。
她说：“婷婷啊，记得不要那么晚才睡觉，记得不要忘记吃东西，记得喝多点水，记得照顾好身体”。。。
还有，遇到困难时记得要祈祷，耶稣会知道，他会帮助你。
那时的我，已经在哽咽了，真的是非常难过，可是却不能给妈咪知道自己原来是那么脆弱的,只好背着她俏俏地把眼泪擦掉。。
经过这次，我会努力改掉我的坏脾气，我要学会独立，我要在你们面前做到最好！！我要改变，还有我爱你们～

A MOTHER LOVE

"A Mothers' love is like a circle, it has no beginning and no ending. It keeps going around and around ever expanding, touching everyone who comes in contact with it. Engulfing them like the morning's mist, warming them like the noontime sun, and covering them like a blanket of evening stars. A mother's love is like a circle, it has no beginning and no ending....

* I LOVE U MUM *

OH U NEED GO TO VISIT
Alice
in Wonderland
No spoilers.
Promise.
The movie was indeed quite wonderful though.
I was a bit worried that it would be creepy.
It was just fine. Even the 2 y.o. loved it.
She (miss fidgetty) sat through the whole movie, entranced.
So go.
You’ll be glad you did.